Well well well, i'm finally here to blog again. haha. y'know i screwed up my practical lesson yesterday. was rather disappointed with myself. the car engine stalled twice on the public road! then for both times i think i angered the driver behind who had to wait for me to restart the engine and move the car again. i remembered the first time it was a super impatient van driver who quickly overtook me after i turned and stared through the window at me. zzz. but on the other hand, it wasn't totally just my fault. the instructor, kept falling asleep beside me! zzz like wtf. that was the reason why he wore shades so that i wouldnt be able to tell if his eyes are closed anot. too bad i saw his head dropping slowly down so many times. i had to keep him awake by asking him irritating questions like turn left in front or go straight? and after that he'll fall asleep again, especially whenever we stopped at a traffic light. walao i felt damn dulan can, to an extent that i didnt even engage the first gear properly. thats why the engine stalled. and he still can say TSK to me. haiz. but luckily it got better when we went back to the driving school to practise some sharp turnings. that was when he started chatting with me, asking me about my current job and all. he's quite a funny guy actually. the only problem's the falling asleep part. lol zz. seriously i dont think i'll touch a manual car after i get the license. everytime the engine stalls, i'll almost get a heart attack. haha then i'll start panicking, especially when there's a car following so closely behind. super stressful one lo.

Okay enough about driving. shall talk about my work now. lol. speaking about work, AHHHH i dont want to go back and work anymore!! it sucks to stand for eight hours doing nothing most of the time. haha honestly, i know i'm not doing my job properly, but really there's nothing to tell me that i should do my best. our company is inefficient and disorganised in the first place. and the worst thing is they keep telling us the wrong stuff! what was supposed to be a half-day on the 24th now becomes a full day instead -_-and we were actually the ones who had to ask them about it and confirm. previously i was still gloating that we had already completed more than half of the work. now we still have another full half to go. and probably my worst mistake is to tell them that i can make it. urgh stupid. i should have just said that i cant make it, bye and i'm not working for you anymore. haha if my next boss hears of what poor attitude i have then perhaps i wont be hired anymore. oh well, my attitude varies, depending on the circumstances. LOL.

Fortunately, the silver lining about this job, for me, is that the workers there are quite friendly, except for a few. hah. there are quite alot of promoters stationed around me too. the first one that i talked to is the person selling Ginvera products (and Bio-Essence too), lets just call her the G woman. haha! she can be quite nice at times (the only problem is she'll occasionally spit saliva out when she's talking. and her voice is thunderous. LOL.). this G woman and two other promoters, the Eversoft woman and the Silkpro woman, are "enemies" with each other. its so funny. sometimes the G woman will come and talk bad stuff about the other two, then at other times the other two will come and talk bad stuff about the G woman. one says that they have no manners blah blah, while the other two say that she always 'cut' their sales, or kope their customers in simpler terms. haha. but seriously, the G woman is damn pro at pulling customers. once she sees someone looking at her products, or sometimes it might not even be hers, she'll walk over immediately and brainwash them, asking them to buy her products. she koped a few of my customers before too. haha. but i dont really care now. then the E and the S woman will start grumbling, saying that she always force people to buy. lol. actually all three of them are malaysians. but i dont understand why they dont talk to each other at all. the E and the S woman always stay together. they speak in canto so i dont understand what they're talking about. but i'm sure most of the time they are talking about the G woman. haha zz. i shall not be involved in all these office politics. everytime they come and complain to me, i'll just nod my head and agree with anything. sitting on the fence is always better. HAHA. then there's a woman selling pampers too. she's quite nice and occasionally she'll walk over and ask how are my sales. haha. and i must specially mention the final two promoters. they're the Lifebuoy auntie and the Kiwi auntie! both of them are super nice to me, especially the L auntie. she just stands one shelf away from the shelf opposite me and she'll keep coming over and chat with me. she'll tell me all about herself and her family. actually i admire her quite alot. she's like turning 67 and she still doesn't wanna retire! she lives alone and has a son and two grandsons. then she'll tell me about her past jobs and she likes to use the phrase HUO DAO LAO, XUE DAO LAO. haha. she's very bubbly and lively and all. it's really fun talking to her. this was the part i enjoyed most in my job. the K auntie i believe, is around the same age as the L auntie. haha. she doesn't wanna retire yet too. and she walks SUPER fast! when i say super means it's really super. she can even walk faster than me! everytime we go for our break or dinner together, the L auntie and me will always trail far behind her. then she always have to stop and wait for us. haha. she eats healthily too. she's a vegetarian actually. i wonder what will become of me when i'm her age. would i be eating this healthily or would i be lying on the sick bed waiting for death alr.. HAHA! but it feels rather weird to sit between them while eating. these two aunties are old enough to be my grandma. sometimes i could feel people staring at me. but i dunno if it's just me lah. haha. okay but whats wrong actually! they are nice people.. and i actually reluctantly accepted a treat from the L auntie. the whole process is quite dumb. i paid for the two bowls of wanton mee at first. then the L auntie gave me a $5 note in return. i didnt want to accept it at first cos i had actually wanted to treat her since it's her last day of work there. the K auntie then say i shouldnt be treating an elder since i'm still studying, so the L auntie pushed the note to me. when i wanted to give her the change, she shoved my hand away. so in the end it became her treat. lol zz. but anyway, thanks auntie! i wish you well and really hope to see you somewhere soon again :) i was abit sad when i bidded her goodbye on the train platform. then this week i wont have anyone to chat with me anymore. okay maybe with the G woman but her topics are so ... sometimes. haha oopsie. oh and some of the stocks people are quite nice to me too. they'll walk over and ask me how the game works and about my studies and all. there's this auntie who's particularly nice. really glad that at least there's someone who bothers to listen to me when i say that there aren't any more stocks left. the others would just ignore me and put me off by saying the stocks will come again next week. hurr right. when i returned the next week, the shelf was even emptier lor.

HMM okay FIVE more days of work as a promoter to go! cant wait for this to end. promoting is really not my type. i cant get people to buy my products as easily as the G woman. i cant talk on and on like her for goodness sake. i always go CI QIONG one. errs is that how you say it. haha! okay now imma bathe and gotta clean those windows! omg i better not drop down the building. HAHA.